Temple vein well and truly throbbing at the idea that you would waste your life on such drivel.

And for heaven's sake don't feel guilty. I am not anxiously chewing my nails awaiting this video. Your health, mental or otherwise, is a damn sight more important. Please put the video to the bottom of your list of priorities, and don't worry about it, as I'd much rather see your interactions on my writing (whenever you feel so inclined). :)