This is a good vent. I'm very sorry about your daughter and I hope she and your family remain well. I also am very sorry about your state of mind, which has understandably been under brutally intense pressure throughout the plethora of cultural lunacy inflicted on your nation - and that's before I even mention the pandemic.

Regarding the broader political issues, in the UK the handling of the virus has been hit and miss, but compared with what I see in the US... well, words fail me. I am staggered at the weapons grade stupidity and am really sorry you are surrounded by it. :)