With counselling, I will come to forgive you I daresay. :)

In my case, I have a Cineworld unlimited subscription (£12.99 per month) here in southwest England, and most of the independent venues I attend have friend schemes and whatnot. I used to be on press lists back in my student days, but I'm no longer anywhere near cinemas where critic screenings take place, and what's more, there's no way I'd do this newfangled home screener thing. Films need to be seen in the cinema to be properly assessed, which is why I never write a new release review for any film I've not seen in the cinema.

Anyway, I hope you continue to enjoy your film habit, whatever form it takes. It's an addiction I entirely understand, and indeed endorse. :)